silence - loss - memory



today i saw a very large bird, which i assumed to be a falcon, standing in the middle of the park. As ruby and i walked by it at a distance of about 7 yards, i saw that it was standing on the remains of a dead squirrel.

am i traveling through this life collecting memories. collecting thoughts, opinions, feelings. why do i never fully comprehend emotions?

yesterday i dreamed that you fell asleep against me. you laid your head on my chest and wrapped your arms around me. and slept.

am i really so healed as i think i am...after 13 months...after 4 years.

her neck caught the light and it was the most beautiful thing i had ever seen.

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